STRESS !!!!
today, Rebecca send me a message thru MSN and we have a serious conversation.
She said i had make a mistake, serious problem.
She ask why I am not the one collect the money but Leon did it...the way she spoke really give me stress...i didn't collect it because i dunno i'm the one suppose to collect. Everything so mess. When i start to be a treasurer? I think they want me to collect it because i accept the challenge to be CG 1 leader. I had think before that I want to give up cause it is very tired. I already top-up my phone credit few times in this month just because i use to sms my group member to make sure their attendance on any activities. I feel so tired on keep doing this.
Just now my pastor again send me a message thru facebook. Ask about collecting the money again. I cannot tahan anymore. really tired to keep heard about this. Why I accept to be CG 1 leader last time? WHY?
O Lord, please listen to what i pray for everyday. I really tired now. My shoulder feels like carrying over tans stresses...
I long You lead me...lead me to the way You have been build up for me. I don't want keep on continue like that..I am not a superman, I just normal.
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